好可惜。。。可是没有选择。。。
固执的我看透了一些东西。。。
决定要放开，已经没什么眷恋，只是想起从前，心里难免有点难过。。。真得要这么做吗？眼泪流下来了。。。
不明白为什么他们会这样。。。我很珍惜，可是别人却当作是垃圾，真得很可惜。。。别等到突然失去了才哭泣，后悔。。。算了，找些明白这些道理的朋友享受生活好了。。。别因此而闷闷不乐。。。
常常在想。。。如果你害怕或抗拒某样东西的话，应该不会靠近他，取悦他或接触他。。。除非你有自虐症，又或者别有企图，想达到某些目的。。。既然害怕别人的流言蜚语，那就别勉强自己继续活在压力重重的世界里头，离开吧！放手吧！反正你在乎的不是我这个人，在乎的只是你自己和你的感受。。。可是，我们认识了这么久，经历这么多的事情，那些酸甜苦辣的回忆。。。我没要求过什么，对吧？我没做错过什么，是不是？
你们是我最要好的朋友，可是却接二连三让我失望了。。。该说什么呢？我是笨蛋。。。我是该死的笨蛋。。。一再重复自己的悲剧。。。。
所以，我要清醒了！我要改变了！我要恢复以往的生活，情绪由自己掌控，确保自己活在快乐的世界里，就算是一个人也无所谓。。。反正我也习惯孤单的生活。。。寄情于工作吧。。。相信更好地会陆续蜂拥而来。。。期待啦！
好可惜。。。可是没有选择。。。
Home safely! Thanks god!
hi hi, I;m back!
Just up loaded some photos but not much of Singapore trip coz I didn’t take many photos there due to the weather, mood and also didn’t visit any tourist place la….
But the whole trip is ok for me…my friends all accompany me to eat, play and chat…very happy to have them there…Friends always friends, no matter how long we didn’t meet, feeling still the same…still warm and close….
Didn’t buy anything also coz its quite expensive to spend money there…RM2.40 only have 1 sing dollar…can u imagine? haha…dun laugh me and say artist also so calculative ah? I’m also a human being what…somemore economy crisis now, must spend wisely….Actually nothing special there which attract me to spend la…
I saw a lot from you offer me to call you up in JB or Singapore…thanks a lot ya…but I only saw ur mail when I home…too bad…thanks again.At least I recharge a bit through this trip…but I lost my PR oled, hai…what to do, not working there anymore what….
Oh ya, watch my new show? Perfect Chaser…sunday 9:30pm at 8TV…any comments? let me know ya! have a nice day!
Have a nice weekend!
Going to Singapore tonight to visit my old best friends there…miss them so much…almost 2 years didn’t meet up,therefore you can imagine how excited for me now, haha…
But I still have some worry also coz most of them are busy there and I scared they dun free time to meet me and I have to hanging around there alone and I have experienced this last 2 year. What a bad memory for me and really scared of that kind of feeling…
We are people that’s why we need to communicate with peoples, talk, laugh and sharing…Especially when we go to a new place right? Friend is important…Thanks for your support also ya 
What I’m going to do there? Eat nice food…meet friends…shopping a bit…take some nice photos, hehe…show you next time la! Have a nice weekend!
我想有脸做人
最近没吃医生的皮肤药，脸又开始敏感了，好惨 ：（
因为听说常吃药的话会对肾脏带来很大的祸害，为了健康唯有忍痛承受烂脸的痛楚！看见自己的脸冒起一颗颗得豆豆，还有一些又红又痒的浮肿物，真的让我有种害怕及不敢照镜子的感觉，信心大跌。。。怎么办呢？现在吃一些营养补助品和定时去做Facial，希望会有所帮助好了。。。唉，怎么我的皮肤会如此脆弱呢？应该是和天天化妆和在强烈灯光地下暴晒有关吧。。。这就是代价吧。。。
很羡慕那些皮肤幼滑的人，没有毛孔，又不会乱乱出油的更加完美，只可惜都和我没缘份，只有空想的份，惨。。。中学时期，大学时期都试过严重的皮肤问题，也曾经靠药物和Facial治愈，但愿这次可以护脸成功，永远告别药物治疗！上帝啊，我想有脸做人，而且是一张好脸，希望你可以成全我啦。。。
